Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I love Ya Tomorrow

That's right tomorrow I will be off, on vacation by myself. A little hard to believe, but true. I will spend the WHOLE day on an airplane or in an airport, but by tomorrow night I will be in Va. Funny I never really thought I would be excited about going to Richmond, but well my best friend is there and some other really cool people, so that explains it. Anyway I am excited to get away get some rest, relaxation and hopefully renew a little. I just want to say I have a great husband. It is nice to have someone who loves you and is willing to take off work and send me off on vacation by myself. Thanks Andy! See you all soon in Richmond.

Are you sure it's this Thursday?

Really it has come, it is Thursday! It is the week I leave for VA! I am excited, I am feeling hope for sleep and relaxation. I am also feeling a little nervous. I mean I trust Andy, but they are my babies, and I will be a long ways away. Don't get me wrong I will get over it and have a great time. I do have a long day ahead of me on Thursday but it will be relaxing and I will get to read without being asked for 50 things a minute. I can't wait to see you all, but girls I will Miss you! I know they can't read but I just thought I should type it.

I think it is time

Yes it is time, for me to get away. I have NOOOOOOO patience. Emma drives me crazy every 5 seconds. Maggie and Emma are yelling and fighting or yelling and playing every second of the day. Emma talks back 7 times and hour at least. I feel like I am going to loose it. I am sooooooooo glad I am getting a break in a few days. I can't wait to see you all in VA and hopefully gain my sanity. If I could scream online I would. I love my children I just need a break. See you soon VAites. Love ya!

This Last Sunday

At church this last Sunday we had a man (Larry) from our church give a testimony. Just over a week ago he turnned 90 and on Sunday was his 66th wedding anniversary for him and his wife Millie. He is possible the most interesting and smart person I have ever met. His parents were missionaries to China. He grew up in California. If you asked him he would tell you that he married the most beautiful girl in the world. I know very few of you reading this have ever me this man, but he is just a great man. He has accomplished many things in his life, but the thing he lays claim to when you talk to him is his relationship with the Lord. His wife Millie is in the Bible Study I teach. What a blessing to be "teaching" a woman that can teach me sooooo much. I just wanted to say thanks to them and let you out there know I am blessed by them. I also just want to put a small bio out there for you to read about this amazing man.
Retired emeritus physics professor from the University of Idaho, Larry has inspired generations of students and friends through his wisdom and humor. He also helped invent radar used to enable airplanes to land in bad weather during World War 2. Also, he and his bride Millie, and their Children lived at Los Alamos during WW2, where Larry was a member of the Manhattan Project team that produced the Atomic bomb and ended the war.
I hope you all have a Larry in Millie in your lives.

I only have four words.

Less Than Two Weeks!!!!!!!

Have you ever been at that point?

You know what I mean the point in your life when things have to change. You have to step up and do something to make things different. I have been to that point several times in my life, but here I am again. I am struggling with a couple different things one of which is pretty serious. Something that I will most likely need to go outside of myself and God to talk to an outside "professional" about. There are also other things I need to change. I feel like I lost control and I'm sitting on the sofa watching my life go by. I am not that happy with what I see, but I have to get off my ass if I am going to change it. I have reached that point. Not really a fun point, but one that has to be delt with if things are going to change. Don't get me wrong I am actually really excited and happy about the changes that I need to make. It doesn't really make it an easier to get up and make those changes. I am feeling void, and very unsure. At the same time I am feeling hopeful, and confident in the things I need to do. I just pray that I have the courage to take the stand and make the moves I need to take. I am really just feeling like I need a night out with my Hoo Ha. I miss you.

I can't wait to see the warm sun

For the last several weeks we have been just above freezing or below. We have had snow upon snow upon snow. Today we were above freezing but the wind blew hard all day. It was gusting up to 50 mph or more. Great fun. I can't wait until spring. I am very excited for this weekend because it is going to be in the 40's. That does mean snow will start to melt and we will have a chance for floods. But I ready to take that chance, because I am tired of winter. I really do love the snow, but I am to my breaking point for the year. Sorry about all the weather talk, but it is kind of controling my life right now. I will get over it and move on. If anyone has sunny warm weather enjoy it for me.