I shouldn't have such high expectations

I really shouldn't have had such high expectations. We went to the "cool" restaurant, and it wasn't as cool as we had thought. It looks pretty cool, and it had a huge wine list. That is about where it ended. There wasn't very many people there when we got there. When we walked in there were all these tables with leather chairs, and it looks all nice. They took us to the back and put us at a table with metal folding chairs. Not kidding, it was like sitting at the kids table at Thanksgiving. The food wasn't that great and the service was slow. At least the company was good. We did have a good time. I was looking forward to some good food, but at least we got to go out and have dinner without kids. I have kind of felt like I am in a funk all day and it is a little worse today. I think there are things that God wants me to deal with and I am just standing there staring at Him. I feel like I know the right thing to do, and I know I need them to do it, and I want to, but my feet won't move. I feel stuck. It is affecting my life in a negative way and something needs to be done, but I just can't move. I am not excited about anything, I don't really have an opinion about anything, which is unusual. I need a swift kick in the ass, and I don't know what that is going to look like. That can be a little scary, because God has some crazy ways to get a person motivated. That is what I need motivation.