I'm Feeling Like No Words Can Explain

I am in on of those moods, when you just can't come up with a word to describe how you feel. For some reason I am feeling angry and I have been since I got up. I can't exactly why, but I just feel pissy. I have been really busy all day and now it is slowing down and I just feel like being alone. The thing is that isn't going to happen. Maggie screamed all afternoon, because she was tired, but wouldn't nap. Finally she is napping. Which I am sure will screw up her sleeping tonight. Emma has been very sassy and whinny lately, and today is no different. I kind of just want it to be Christmas, so all of this stuff I am busy doing will be done. Also Emma will be a little less crazy once Christmas is here. Plus I love Christmas! I have all these "little" things I want to do, but I am too bust doing other things. I feel tired, because I always feel tired. I feel upset and frustrated, because I friend, an old youth group kid, is going through something really crappy. I wish I could help him, but I can't I just need to keep my mouth shut, that is not easy. I am really struggling with my image problem, and I have a bunch of people telling me I need to talk to this girl, who is another old youth grouper. They think she has an eating disorder. I have tried to support her because she has been stressed, but I think they may be right. I just don't think I am the right person to talk to her, I don't want to be a hypocrite. Overall I am feeling like my best friend was here so we could hang out talk, laugh, have a drink, just be myself and not have to explain. I miss you.