Have you ever been at that point?

You know what I mean the point in your life when things have to change. You have to step up and do something to make things different. I have been to that point several times in my life, but here I am again. I am struggling with a couple different things one of which is pretty serious. Something that I will most likely need to go outside of myself and God to talk to an outside "professional" about. There are also other things I need to change. I feel like I lost control and I'm sitting on the sofa watching my life go by. I am not that happy with what I see, but I have to get off my ass if I am going to change it. I have reached that point. Not really a fun point, but one that has to be delt with if things are going to change. Don't get me wrong I am actually really excited and happy about the changes that I need to make. It doesn't really make it an easier to get up and make those changes. I am feeling void, and very unsure. At the same time I am feeling hopeful, and confident in the things I need to do. I just pray that I have the courage to take the stand and make the moves I need to take. I am really just feeling like I need a night out with my Hoo Ha. I miss you.