Girls Night

Andy is gone tonight, so we are having a girl's night. There are four college age girl's coming over for dinner. They are all very sweet and I am excited to hang out with them. I am excited about tonight, but at the same time I feel like I should be a role model for them. I don't feel much like a role model, because I am struggling through some huge things in my life. I just hope I can let it go and just have fun. Tomorrow Mom and my girls and I are going to Spokane shopping. Not that I need to go shopping, but why not. It will be a good chance to talk to my Mom. I have some hard questions for her, and I am nervous about the conversation I need to have with her, but it needs to happen. I don't really know why I am typing this, but I think I just need to put it out there. That way I will be somewhat accountable. Anyway, all of that just to say I am excited for girl's night tonight.